warning : post will be emphasize both in english and brunei-malay language.


haah! akibat inda mendangar cakap babu dimalam (13/03/2013) menyuruh aku ke ong sum ping becheck mata, i woke up at midnight just to feel my left eyes is slightly luak and spongy and watery! and painful ofcourse.

here's the thing.. i put on my contact lens yesterday for almost a day, work from 7:30-12:30.. stayback at school, meeting at 2-4pm.. everyone had noticed my red eyes and i told them i was fine (eventhough i feel a slight uncomfortable-pain around my eyes and feel like going out the conference room that very moment to go see the doctor).

i chose to stay instead, and rushed right after meeting ends to the nearest clinic (rimba) praying i will get there before 4:30 also wishing the counter will still be opened for me but only to find out it didn't turn that way.

since everyone in the clinic was watching me as i entered the lobby (it was an awkward moment, i know!) i have an instant plan B: that was when i remembered i went to see the dr. on the 4th of february 2013, but didn't took my meds so I decided to claim it and slowly went straight to the farmacy.

Alhamdulillah they still kept it but advised me to see the doctor because of my condition. I, then drove back home from the clinic. that was the longest 15mins of the day because It was really hard for me to drive back with sore sight! the lights from the sun is hurting my eyes and tears running down like its never gonna stop! when i had to stop during red light, im afraid anyone would thought that i might be crying! hahaha.

so when I arrived home, found out mum isn't home yet.. she only got home when I was in my room and i was planning to scare her with my eyes. it succeeded!

she called me 'hantu'.. hehe and told me to go to ong sum ping. "merbahaya", she said. that's when i insisted and replied, "i'll be just fine" (plus, i don't wanna bother them) so I went staight to bed.

my eyes really looks like frogs! im a half proud lady. hahaha.

Labels: red eyes swollen painful

♥ 7:23 AM

I don't feel really good today. reality hurts but i know I should learn more. I love teaching but the irony is I hate teaching a specific sports topic which I don't specialise in.

I will endure until another week and then I will make sure every topic that I'm gonna teach will worth the sweat and kids will learn the right way of doing it.

This week's and next week's topic is a pain in the ass for me. still, volleyball, I know right. I do love playing volleyball, but recently, my stress level in teaching volleyball gets to the point that I have never expected before and I can say I hate it now.

I know I shouldn't feel this way but I couldn't help it. I just hope my misery week is gonna end soon!

Labels: another, stress, vb, week

♥ 12:27 PM

Happy birthday to one of my beloved brothers, Muhammad Ikhtiazzuddin @ Mahmod Saedon bin Hj Terudin.

Semoga mendapat kejayaan dalam kehidupanmu dan dapat membahagiakan keluarga di dunia dan akhirat.

Semoga menjadi anak, abang dan adik yang soleh.. insyaAllah. walaupun Edon gauk, tapi rajin. hehehe. 😄

Happy birthday Edon! we love you!

Labels: bday, edon

♥ 7:44 PM